I am sorry if I wonder within this chaotic world, but it is hard out here, as you may already know.
Father, I am trying but the challenges just keep coming over me.
Where do these challenges are coming from? Do I need to face these opportunistic evil gods that abundantly exist in the invisible world?
These lunatics beings have to go away from me!
I have to bring them to dust. They cannot run my life, my future!
Father, “I am just a log in the mud” please allow my Kundaline, my Nuit mother shine over me.
You and her are my only hope for liberation. You know what is in my heart. You know me… Do not let me drawn.
Power of the kingdom, be you under my left foot and in my right hand!
Glory and Eternity, take me by the two shoulders and direct me to the path of victory!
Mercy and Justice, be you the equilibrium and splendor of my life!
Intelligence and Wisdom, crown me!
Spirit of Malkut, lead me between the two pillars upon which rest the whole edifice of the temple!
Angel of Netzah and Hod establish me upon the cubic stone of Jesod…!
My Master, I am guard here!
Do not leave me. Do not leave me.